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 My Hero & My Inspiration, usually every son's hero & inspiration, firstly will be their dad then comes the rest.However, mine wasn't my dad.I was more closer to my uncle,Geevan.He is my mother's younger brother.From young,he is my father figure,hero & inspiration.I everytime ask myself,why wasn't i born as his son. He is the reason why i'm talented in art, and now could be music as well. When i was in 1st grade, after school whenever i came back home,he would have drawn me cartoons & my job was to colour them, also not forgeting he would teach me too draw.Back then, he & Devi were living with us.As years went by, my art telents grew stronger.I was recognise in my primary school then followed by my secondary school.Now i'm in art school, taking my Diploma in Interior Design.He sings superbly and has won many awards, also well known to many celebrity.Years went by, as i admired him more.Frankly,i want to be like him.He's my role model.During my holidays i usually went to his place to stay.He was married then.When i was in primary six, i took up "singing".i was learning to sing by myself, and i practice almost everyday.However i have this small problem,that is remembering the lyrics.That has be a problem till now.I came close to signing up for vasantham star season 1 & 2.But i backed down,why? There are 3 reasons.Firstly, i was fat & not so good looking.Secondly, i have very low confidence in myself.Lastly, my problem of remembering the lyrics. Sadly,when his first daugther was born, he kind of ignored me, show more love thoughts her. I wasn't jealous, in fact i was every happy for them and also it's like i'm finally having a cute little sister, whom she can look up to.But then again, somewhere in me was lost,hurt & thrown away.I did cry alone then.Things got really worst for me as the years flew by.My family got separated, and there was a time where i had problems in my house, and i ran away from home.First, i stayed in my friend's house then i moved to my different uncle's place to stay.next day, Geevan came the house to talk to me & convince me to return back home.And he drove me back home, there was a lot of talking going on between him & my dad.After Geevan left the house, he was talking to my mother along side with his wife under my block.My friend was coming on the way to my house to check on me and he over heard the conversation between Geevan & my mother. My friend came over to my place and told me that Geevan was planning to convince my mother & later my dad to send me & my brothers away too 'Boys Home'. That really,i mean REALLY shattered my heart to pieces, since then i didn't talk to Geevan for over three years. There came a point, where i have to let go my past and get back together.i mean, how long can this hatred go on? and so i came in terms with myself and i started talking to him,hanging-out & now working for him.After all i've always look up to him as a father/best friend figure. Now i can draw, My next big achievement is to be a big singer like him & win awards like him.  Violette whined at 8:56 AM | Comments |
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